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I’m in love with someone I should be.

Workplace involvement

Thursday, 16 January 2014

I work in a restaurant. Since I was rehired, I have a Shift Leader who has an abrasive/sarcastic personality (but also really cool and everyone loves him). Has that manner with everyone, but really seems to enjoy power-tripping me. We’d close together, just us, one night a week, and it’s been that way for about four months now. He’d smoke me out and we’d just talk for a bit after giving me a ride home. Nothing really deep or anything, just a dude to chill with. I knew he had a girlfriend (who I’ve never talked to but the few times I’ve seen her I don’t think she liked me), and a little kid. Well eventually... conversations got more flirtatious, less issues with personal space, and after I fished out of him he had a very rocky relationship and that he’s cheated before, he fished out of me whether I’d be into it myself. I said yes. One night he picked me up after work, and two nights later (upon closing by ourselves), we did it again in the men’s restroom. AND IT WAS INTENSE. Well anyway. It’s just pure lust, but so forbidden and that’s what makes it hot. I don’t care about the girlfriend, so long as the kid isn’t affected. I’ll get serious about finding another job sooner or later, but right now... well let’s just say I have every intention of doing so again.

Plantonic marriage

Friday, 15 November 2013

I’ve been in love with my boss for years and finally its out and we’re a couple... problem: we’re both married! I’ve been married to this wonderful man for 4 years now and I must say I’ve been in love with my boss for 5! I should have been mature enough and listened to my heart, yet I still took the big step. Now after all this time, my boss and I have connected on such a deep emotional level that there is no turning back. I was the one who took the first step and told him how I felt about him and he reciprocated. The love I feel is true love, the love I feel for my husband is platonic. We have a beautiful son and I’ll keep the marriage in tact for his sake.

In lusty love with my boss

Wednesday, 22 May 2013

I am in love (or lust) with my boss. I think about him constantly. I invent one fantasy after another that ends in us having some sort of sexual contact. I want to know everything about him. I love it when he tells me small personal things, like about his kids or what he did on the weekend. I go over and over his emails to me even if they are completely mundane and lack any personal tone. I cherish the ones that say something lighthearted or personal. I come home from work wet from spending the day knowing he is on the other side of the wall. I am married and so is he. We are all pushing 60. He and I and our spouses all work in the same office. I like his wife. Actually, I am attracted to her too and fantasize about a threesome. The only one I am not attracted to is my husband—poor guy—but we have been having pretty good sex lately because I am so constantly turned on by my boss. I am a big woman and my boss is a skinny little guy. I haven’t done or said anything, but I feel like a schoolgirl around him and sometimes find myself tongue-tied and blushing when I talk to him. I’m pretty sure he has absolutely no interest in me—he seems very devoted to his wife, who is younger and more attractive than me. I don’t mind though. I’ve been through 10 years of being sexually pretty much dead and now my libido has, for some reason, shot through the roof. Even though I know I’m completely ridiculous I can’t help enjoying the feeling.

In love with another man

Sunday, 31 March 2013

I am in a relationship of almost four years, but I am in love with and very sexually attracted to another man. I haven’t cheated...*

Want my cousin

Thursday, 28 March 2013

I’m in love with my cousin that lives in a different country. He has always been there for me but I just desire his love for me inside of me on a different level then family love. He’s only 3 years older then me. And I know for a face that he could pleasure me in so many ways with just his mouth. Am I bad or good for thinking this things.

In love with someone who is already taken

Tuesday, 12 March 2013

My secret is I am secretly in love with a man who is with someone else and he says hes secretly in love with me. He came to my house and we chatted and kissed. Today he’s been quiet. I feel like I am a cheat. I don’t know how he feels. He goes away and comes back a lot to me and this has been going on for three years. I love this man from the pit of my stomach. But I ended it hastily and he went off with the girl he’s with now trapped and she got pregnant. The whole things a mess. I just want my soulmate.

Cheated and fell in love

Friday, 12 October 2012

We were childhood sweethearts. We stayed in touch. We were too young to see that cheating was not really okay. We both married. We both cheated with each other, and others. We both divorced. He remarried. We stop being in contact for an extended period of time. Over 4 years. We are now back in touch. Phone calls only. His wife doesn’t know. I get confused about it. I still love him. I keep my feelings in check. We never make plans to ever hook up, or anything like that. I have not had sex in over 2 years, because I really only want him. I have decided since it’s unfair to partially give of myself, it’s best that I don’t get involved with another. I have not told him this. I think my punishment for cheating is I will ALWAYS love him, and be unable to have him. I’m okay with being alone. Very much so.

In love with my best buy friend

Thursday, 20 September 2012

I have cheated on my boyfriend and I constantly think about leaving him but I don’t have the guts. I also think about having sex with my best guy friend who I have been in love with for the past six years. I want to tell my best friend about my feelings but I can’t.

Obsessed with my professor

Wednesday, 15 February 2012

I want to have sex with my professor. For six months now he’s all I think about and he’s the only one I fantasize about. I’m completely obsessed with him. I know he wants me too. He’s married and I’m married.

Love guys who are not available

Friday, 18 November 2011

I always fall for the unavailable men. It sucks. First the really cute one who started flirting with me, touching my legs and talking to me all day. He had a girlfriend. I fell hard, but he didn’t catch me. The only thing he managed to do was ask me for advice about his relationship with her. Ouch. Next were the older men. I had huge crushes on men way out of my league, who had "things" going with other girls. They flirted but nothing happened because of the awkward age difference. Then the stage I am on now... Falling for guys I hardly know. I met this guys at a party, and I’m obsessed with him now. I know almost nothing about him... I think I have a problem...

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