I’ve abused someone or been abused.
Married to a sociopath
I am married to a pathological liar and sociopath. I knew him for years before we went out. We’ve been married 5 years and I have to get out before I lose my soul. The only truthful thing he’s ever told me is his name. Everything and I mean everything was a lie. How I couldn’t figure that out I’ll never know. They have this penchant for picking people so busy with life you overlook the little things. He will change a story about someone else into him. It’s truly unreal. I find that they have sexual and intimacy problems, like they just can’t fully connect with another human being. Once you figure out what they truly are it feels like their energy is a blanket smothering your light, sucking away your oxygen. Also notice they will literally stare at you when they think you aren’t looking. It’s like they’re trying to figure you out. It is the most god-awful feeling. I wish they could be identified and matched with other pathological liars so they can leave us alone. There is no one in my family or my husband’s that’s not mentally ill. I’m so so tired of dealing with crazy people. They’re so damned believable it takes you forever to realize you’ve been living in a zoo. End rant.
Hate my husband
My husband is an abusive psychopath. He’s cheated on me 2 times. Once with a prostitute and once in a relationship with someone that lasted a few months.
Sex with my dad
I ended up having sex with my father... I am 19 years old...and I loved it. It was the best sex ever. I really want to continue it. I love having sex with him. We do it all the time. He is too handsome. I love him too much. I have forgotten about all the college guys after I have been with him. I know this is wrong.
Thoughts of abuse are haunting me
When I was younger, I was sexually molested by grandfather on my moms side. He groped me. I believe he thought I was my sister. This I believe caused me to become homosexual growing up. I still struggle even after giving my life to Christ. I have been intimate with a good amount of guys. However, the thing is, I believe that spirit of perversion of child molestation has come over me. When I was 17, I molested my little cousin while he was sleep, just like what happen to me. Not even a year ago, I molested my little sibling’s friend when they came over while he was sleep. I have not told anyone this, but I hope that by sharing this I will be able to be free from the thoughts that plague me from time to time about molesting a child. I haven’t done it since the last time and I don’t plan on doing it. however, I believe because I was not able to share it and kept it inside, it kept revisiting me over and over and confusing me as to if I still wanted to do. A lot of times, those disturbing thoughts come. I have a little niece and I love her. Sometimes, those thoughts come into my head about her and I feel absolutely terrible. I believe the suppression of those thoughts of abusing her has kept the thoughts going. Hopefully sharing this will help me to let go.
Sexual abuse has impacted my life
Only a few people know the my mother and my aunt sexually abused me at a very young age. I am now almost 30, and my life is a disaster.
Fetishes and worse
I cheat on my wife many times, even before we were married. I love having sex with different woman or girls. I cheated on some of my friends or people who are interested in me for their money. I was sexually abused when I was young. I have a fetish for bras. I used my friend’s gf’s bra to masturbate in their toilet. I stole some one’s bra to masturbate in the sea.
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