I’ve abused someone or been abused.
Sex with my dad
I ended up having sex with my father... I am 19 years old...and I loved it. It was the best sex ever. I really want to continue it. I love having sex with him. We do it all the time. He is too handsome. I love him too much. I have forgotten about all the college guys after I have been with him. I know this is wrong.
Thoughts of abuse are haunting me
When I was younger, I was sexually molested by grandfather on my moms side. He groped me. I believe he thought I was my sister. This I believe caused me to become homosexual growing up. I still struggle even after giving my life to Christ. I have been intimate with a good amount of guys. However, the thing is, I believe that spirit of perversion of child molestation has come over me. When I was 17, I molested my little cousin while he was sleep, just like what happen to me. Not even a year ago, I molested my little sibling’s friend when they came over while he was sleep. I have not told anyone this, but I hope that by sharing this I will be able to be free from the thoughts that plague me from time to time about molesting a child. I haven’t done it since the last time and I don’t plan on doing it. however, I believe because I was not able to share it and kept it inside, it kept revisiting me over and over and confusing me as to if I still wanted to do. A lot of times, those disturbing thoughts come. I have a little niece and I love her. Sometimes, those thoughts come into my head about her and I feel absolutely terrible. I believe the suppression of those thoughts of abusing her has kept the thoughts going. Hopefully sharing this will help me to let go.
Sexual abuse has impacted my life
Only a few people know the my mother and my aunt sexually abused me at a very young age. I am now almost 30, and my life is a disaster.
Fetishes and worse
I cheat on my wife many times, even before we were married. I love having sex with different woman or girls. I cheated on some of my friends or people who are interested in me for their money. I was sexually abused when I was young. I have a fetish for bras. I used my friend’s gf’s bra to masturbate in their toilet. I stole some one’s bra to masturbate in the sea.
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