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Got off on cam
I have been addicted to the idea of being watched while masturbating for some time, and the idea of being unfaithful in a relationship, even though I was single and entirely against it morally.
Recently (last summer), I feel I’ve found THE ONE and she makes me so incredibly happy. I love our life together and our sexual life is great too. That’s why I’m confused why I did what I did.
One night, just over a month ago, I was alone, and my girlfriend was at her own house. I got horny, as most guys do, and ended up masturbating on chaturbate with girls watching me. I never saw them, as they were only typing, and I never showed my face on the cam. It felt terrible, even while I did it. It’s destroyed me inside and I’m struggling to deal with the guilt and shame.
I decided not to tell my girlfriend, as I know 100% this has changed me and I’m too angry, guilty and ashamed with myself to even entertain the idea of cheating again. I can’t tell my friends or family for obvious reasons... Even the ones I’m closest to and trust most.
Some days, I feel better... Other days I just want to cry, especially when my girlfriend cuddles me at night. She says she’s so lucky, but I know that’s not true. I love her so much and like I say, still can’t understand my actions. I just wanted to get it out and promise anonymously on my life that it will never happen again. I will do my up most to make this girl’s life so special, even though it’s a lie and I feel this will forever scar me. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to get this out.
Like the downlow
I am married and met up with another guy. All we did was get naked and touch each other but it was enough to give me tremendous amounts of guilt. I regret ever doing it. I hate myself but cannot tell my wife.
Cheat on everyone
I’ve cheated on many people and I feel guilty for none of it. I’ve never been broken up with, and I don’t recall feeling heartbreak. People say that I think I’m the shit because of my looks, but I just don’t understand their excessive attachment. I don’t mean to come off as a jerk, but I do not get it. I say I’m sorry, but I know I don’t mean it. I know Karma is going to get me one day and break my heart as I have done to some, but until then I will keep attempting to understand.
Like girls better then guys
I have dated plenty of guys. I had no feelings for any of them, but my parents told me that girls who like girls should die. So, now I fake a smile every time I’m with a new guy to make them happy. They frown on me when I’m single, saying that I’ll end up alone, then slut shame me when they suspect I’m with someone.
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Hate my family
I hate myself for hating my family. I hate how I have to pretend to be someone else to speak to them. I hate how I tell others how I feel, and they tell me how much my parents talk about and how nice my parents are. I hate that no one understands.