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I tried guys and didn’t like it
I am with my loving girlfriend for 4 years since we were 18. I had never even kissed a girl until the day I kissed her. The last two years Ι had had some homosexual thoughts about giving oral to another man. I was not sexually attracted to men, I was just curious about this action. So after watching a lot of gay porn and masturbating with others online, I went to a place where men gather for sex and gave a stranger oral. Well, during the action I could not think anything else than this is boring and disgusting. When it ended I ran outside the place and panicked realising that I just want to be with her as we are. My curiosity was answered and I did not like it, but I felt guilty for what I had done to my girlfriend. Since the last week that this incident happened, I’ve had panic attacks; I cannot sleep. During the first panic attack I couldn’t think and I told her I was assaulted, so that she could know what happened during the act. I cannot tell her the truth. I have started visiting a psychiatrist to help me with the panic attacks. I just want her and I don’t want us to change due to my mistakes. I wish I could turn back time and have the knowledge of how much I would dislike this action that was pinned in my mind and realise my heart is settled for life. I cannot deal with the guilt but I can never tell her. She will be destroyed. I need her in my life. Will I be able to keep something like that to myself? Will I be able to forget all about this?
Stopped cheating at one thrust
I told my partner I was unfaithful, but in passing when asked if it was sex, I said, “no.” It was only one thrust and then I stopped.
Cheated because we never have sex
I’ve been with my bf for about a year and 6 months and about 3 weeks ago I cheated on him with someone I’ve known since I was in middle school. I have been so overwhelmed and extremely stressed about what I did and know how wrong it was to do such a thing. There’s never any excuse that can make a difference because I know I’m wrong either way. But there is an issue with our relationship, we never make love at all and if we do it’s once every 4-5 months because of many excuses he gives me to get out of making the time for me so I felt not wanted and in loved and made the worst decision of my life by cheating on him and I know if I say something he won’t understand and leave me on the spot no it’s ands or buts. I’m really scared and terrified of him leaving me because I love him so much and chant picture a life without him. I know for a fact this will never happen again and I know he’ll never find out as long as I can keep this secret I just don’t know how long it will take for me to get over all of this because I have a lot of anxiety attacks and have been acting up a lot because of what I did. What do I do? I really seriously need help and all I want is for us to be together and be happy!! Help someone please!!
Evened the score
I cheated on my boyfriend because he broke my heart and slept with another girl.
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Kissed another guy
Over the summer, I was single and ended up getting the attention from multiple guys and that was something that was new to me and I enjoyed it. One guy in particular was one that I had always been interested in and I couldn’t believe he was talking to me and another was someone who I went to school with. They guy I went to school with and I started dating and honestly its the best relationship I have ever been in. But, over a break I hung out with the other guy and he ended up kissing me and I got lost in the moment and kissed him back. My boyfriend still doesn’t know and I don’t think he will ever find out, but I’m paranoid the truth will somehow get back to him and I will lose him. The guilt is unbearable and I have to live with it all because of a kiss that I regret happening. I never meant to cheat on him and I know that it will never happen again so I hope this secret can stay buried.