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I had an affair with one of my students |
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Category: Forbidden Love
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Tuesday, 19 February 2008 |
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I have been married twenty-eight years, have two sons that are grown. I live a life in the public arena and the career(s) I have chosen are respectable, morally and ethically bound. I had an affair with one of my college students. She is married she is sweet and beautiful. I don't want to leave my wife and destroy my family and all we have work for, but I need her in my life. I care for her deeply. I don't think I love her. I am afraid to fall in love with her. I tried to walk away, but I need her. We haven't been together sexually in almost a year. I need her close to me even if its talking in emails. |
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I suspect that my husband is gay |
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Category: Relationship Issues
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Tuesday, 19 February 2008 |
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I believe their is a strong possibility that my husband of 13 years might be gay. I have always suspected his best friend and business parter to be a closeted gay and recent events of past years have made me speculate as to whether or not they have a sexual relationship. I definitely know that he is keeping something from me. I have known in my gut for over a year now but even with the help of a private investigator I was unable to get any solid proof. My secret is that I don't love him anymore and I want a divorce but am afraid of upsetting my son's life. I am also afraid of him since he has gotten violent with me when confronted in the past (found out he was addicted to porn internet, he said it must have been a virus or our computer was hacked into-yeah right conveniently when I was asleep or at work). I pray everyday that I find out what his secret is so I can reveal my secret and get on with my life. |
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I have built a life of lies |
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Category: Lie A Lot
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Tuesday, 19 February 2008 |
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I've been lying so long sometimes I confuse my actual history with the lies I've told. I wonder if some of my memories are simply vivid fictions that I've told so often they've fooled my mind into believing their veracity. My grandest lie centers around my falsifying my age. Once you tell this lie, it's hard to controvert it later. I feel like I can't have any meaningful relationships with significant others or even friends because I can't truly be myself, if there is such a thing after all these years of artifice. I fear that I've buried whatever chance I had of finding contentment in being myself too far into the proverbial ground; so that even if I revealed my deceptions I still wouldn't be able to find happiness and/or my true self. I'm too afraid to tell my friends my true identity. Will I ever have the courage to be myself? How do I move on in life without coming clean? I don't think I can. |
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I didn't tell my boyfriend the entire story |
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Category: Relationship Issues
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Tuesday, 19 February 2008 |
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A few months before I met my current boyfriend, I hooked up with a guy, messed around, and slept naked with him. I told my boyfriend I knew the guy was only interested in sex and I wasn't interested ( which is the truth), but I held back the rest of the story because my boyfriend has trust issues. He'll never find out about this unless I tell him, but I just had to get this off my chest. |
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Category: Abuse
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Tuesday, 19 February 2008 |
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I have been physically and emotionally abused by my husband for 18 years. He also has been or is still cheating on me. So much has happened to me I just don't know anymore. He broke my shoulder trying to keep from leaving cause of his girlfriends kept calling him. Bad thing about it he is a police officer. I Don't know what to do anymore. |
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