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I am not attracted to my husband |
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Category: Relationship Issues
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Tuesday, 18 November 2008 |
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I am not attracted to my husband. We have been together since we were in high school. It has been 12 years and we have been married for almost 7 of them. I wasn't attracted to him when we got married. We don't have sex. We haven't in almost 4 years. And before that we only had sex once or twice a month. I want to be attracted to him physically. He deserves a good wife. I just can't see him that way. Because of it, I began seeing someone 1 1/2 years ago. I am trying to end it, but I have real feelings for him and real attraction I have never felt for my husband. Although, my husband is such a great guy and deserves the best and it should be a no brainer that I stop this affair... I want to feel that feeling. We have no connection other than friendship and great business decision-making abilities. I feel horrible. All I wanted was a happy healthy marriage. And this is what I made. |
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I feel guilty about ignoring my husband |
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Category: Relationship Issues
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Wednesday, 12 November 2008 |
My husband married me on a lie. He told me that he was dying from cancer. I loved him, but not in the way one should love their husband. After a couple of months, I found out that he had lied about the cancer. He said it was to get me to marry him.
I decided to stay with him because I did learn to love him and actually, he had never said a bad word to me, not even once. I made it clear to him that it would be hard for me to ever trust him again.
He did have chronic asthma and diabetes and did not work. This caused so much stress for me that I had to work more to support us and probably ignored him too much.
He left me because he felt that I didn't love him.
They found him dead in a homeless place, 3 months later, from an accidental overdose. I feel like if I had showed him more compassion that he would still be alive today.
The guilt haunts me. He was my best friend and I don't know that I will ever be okay over this. It's been 8 months now and it feels as though it was just yesterday. I wish I could tell him how sorry I am. |
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Cheating with my best friend's boyfriend |
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Category: Forbidden Love
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Monday, 10 November 2008 |
I am in love with my best friend’s boyfriend and he is in love with me.
I had a crush on him when I first met him; at the time they were only flirting and not going out. I kept the crush to myself and turned it into a friendship. I didn't think about it at all until she moved away and they entered a long distance relationship. Then he made his move and after a night of talking we both confessed how we felt about each other. The affair started there and lasted a year. And every time she came back we pretended everything was fine and refrained from any contact whatsoever. Every time she left we both curious of our love remaining for each other found ourselves in each other's bed, making love and talking for hours and hours, so many sleepless nights. But the pain of seeing her and guilt of knowing that every time she felt her Boyfriend was more distant, was because of me was killing me. I never wanted him out of his relationship and I thought I am in control. I thought when I find someone for myself this will go away and this love will only make us closer and it will remain forever because we can never have each other.
He was becoming more distant and annoyed with her and falling more for me but deep down he knew that since he was with her for 5 years, his future was with her. She would complain to me and I had to help, I even had to talk to him to be nicer to her. To love her the way she deserves to be loved cause after all he can’t have me and she is the answer for him! Yes, I know this is very screwed up.
Finally the guilt pushed me so hard and the love got out of control, I couldn't stand the sight of other girls around him except for my best friend.
I knew our affair was an emotional one but I couldn’t help feeling worthless all the time. So I finally ended it despite his opposition. I told him I should not be the one closest to him and that I hope my heart is safe with him. I decided to stop our contacts and private encounters even for coffee or a drive! I am giving him back to her where he belongs and I feel like a wreck. I can’t stop blaming myself for what happened. But I truly love him and his happiness and her happiness matters the most to me. It was a love triangle and I assure you that it was like hell. I am suffering from losing the person I love the most, the guilt is still on and I feel worthless. It’s like I have lost everything in me... my morality my sincerity, my hope and my heart at the same time.
So I advise any of you who feels this was about someone to let it go, to not think about it, the guilt will make every day of it like torture, and self-esteem will decay below zero. |
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My boyfriend is terrible in bed |
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Category: Relationship Issues
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Friday, 07 November 2008 |
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My secret is that even though my lover claims to be good in bed and a passionate lover, I find that he is not that great. I never orgasm and he is terrible at oral sex. I have asked him to do things differently, subtly ask him to do this or that, but he doesn't do it right and I end up frustrated and unsatisfied. I want to fix our sex life because he is so attractive and I love him so much and I think he definitely has potential to be awesome in bed, I don't want to hurt his feelings, so I don't say anything about it at all. Sometimes I fantasize about him being a better lover. |
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Category: Relationship Issues
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Sunday, 02 November 2008 |
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I recently got a new girlfriend however what she doesn’t know is that I have been going to a "swingers" group at my college. For those of you who don't know, a swingers group is a group of people who are unhappy with their sex life and basically trade partners for the night. I made a friend, who also wanted to join the group, and the two of us have been posing as a couple so that we could gain access to multiple sex partners on the weekend. We had to go to a meeting for one of our classes in which we discussed STD's and unfortunately I think that due to this group I have contracted one. I feel a very strong attachment to my girlfriend but unfortunately I feel the same attachment to my group. We have been going out for about three months now and I am reluctant to say that I have managed to keep it a secret from her though it is tearing me up inside. |
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