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Forbidden Love
I'm in love with someone I should be.
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In love with my married best friend |
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Thursday, 22 October 2009 |
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I am madly in love with my married best friend and just found out that he loves me too. |
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I am in love with my neighbor |
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Thursday, 24 September 2009 |
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I am a woman in love with a wonderful and beautiful woman. She moved in next door about a year ago. She has a very loving husband and they have been happily married for 13 years. I like her husband as well. Though I have lived with my partner for 30 some years, our love for each other has dwindled and we are basically just friends & roommates with financial ties. There is jealously also as my feelings for this woman is somewhat evident.
I have so much in common with this new friend it's almost haunting. I have tried to curb my feelings for her but I can't. I always want to do things with her. I think she knows I am very, very fond of her but I believe her feelings towards me are just basically a close friendship. In emails I always sign.... "Love you" or "I love you". She always returns emails sign "Love, ..... " I know she does care for me and is worried about my drinking. I have had a lot of tragedy in my family, lose of my parents and losing two siblings to alcohol, one just a few months ago.
I know I will never, ever be able to be with her and that is the sad part of it. When I am not with her I drink cause I know I will never have a chance to be with like I'd like to be with her. I feel sad when my time with her is over during a day of activities and I wait very patiently for the next time I am able to do things with her. My feelings are so overwhelming that I can't stop thinking of her. I eagerly await her next email for plans to do something together like walk the dogs or go to a function together. She is a wonderful and caring human being. I am so, so in love with her. I do not know what I can do to stop these overwhelming feelings because they are going to get me into deep trouble with my health and drinking. It's a wonderful feeling to be so in love and be with her (at least I know I am) but also it is sad because my time with her is limited and shared. I sure didn't plan this, it just happened because of our common interests being so intense, the friendship just flourished...mine into a deep love for her, hers into a very close friendship with me. |
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I have a crush on my wife's friend |
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Thursday, 03 September 2009 |
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I have an immense crush on one of my wife's friends. I think about her all the time, obsessively. My wife often tells me that she thinks this girl likes me. I have a feeling not as much as I like her though, because she considers me off limits. If this girl were to ever express a desire to be with me, I don't think I could turn her down. I've known her for years but the crush has only been for the last several months. I think the girl may be keen to it as I probably act strange around her now. I don't like this situation at all! |
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In love with husband's best friend |
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Sunday, 21 June 2009 |
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I am having an affair with my husband's best friend and he started the pursuing.... I fell hard for this guy. We tell each other we love each other. But, now he took a vacation with his wife and he was gone for a week and I think he is feeling guilty about our affair. I haven't heard from him in a few days, and we have been together almost 2 years. I am so upset and sad. I can't eat or sleep or function. I can't live without him. I love him. |
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In love with someone who is not available |
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Friday, 12 June 2009 |
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I have been sleeping with a very good friend of mine on and off for about 12 years. We have both had relationships with other people during this time. Lately we have started speaking again after about 5 years (during which I had a child with another man). My friend and I recently met up again and had great sex again. Now we talk nearly everyday. He has made some poor decisions where ex-girlfriends are concerned, and he tells me this is the reason he cannot leave the current one, as he just cannot afford to start again. I am so in love with this man, and I think that deep down he feels the same way about me, for whatever reason we just did not get together properly at the time that we met (I am quite a few years younger than he is). I just want my friend. We are both older now, and things are different for both of us, but I think I could die waiting for him to commit to me!! I just have to go through life knowing somebody else is living with the man of my dreams, and it is hard. I have thought about meeting somebody else, but I am really in love with this guy, and nobody else comes close to what I have shared with him! It sucks!! |
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I want to sleep with my wife's friend |
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Tuesday, 24 March 2009 |
I’m finding myself very tempted to sleep with my wife’s coworker/friend. I know its not politically correct or a nice thing to feel, but the thought of each of us going to behind our significant other’s backs and being together for a few nights of passion is totally hot.
When we are together at social events the sexual tension between us is thick enough to cut with a knife. She’s got a live-in boyfriend that appears inexperienced and has really only been taking her for granted. Anyone can notice her curiosity in me and her sexual dissatisfaction with him just by looking. I’ve overheard her expressing an attraction to me with one of her friends. She’s made a few dangerous Freudian slips regarding me when socializing with us. This all just makes me more interested. Damn it’s frustrating.
The sex would be spectacular.
I can only pretend I don’t feel this way.. |
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In love with my friend's ex-girlfriend |
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Monday, 09 March 2009 |
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I think I am in love with my friend's ex-girlfriend. And though our love is unconsummated, my friend senses that there is something between us and I know it's hurting him inside because he still has feelings for her. He's a great person and I don't want to hurt him in any way, but I can't stop thinking about her and what we could have together. I guess we're not really breaking any rules cuz they're officially done, but that doesn't stop the act from being any less hurtful... |
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Cheating with my best friend's boyfriend |
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Sunday, 09 November 2008 |
I am in love with my best friend’s boyfriend and he is in love with me.
I had a crush on him when I first met him; at the time they were only flirting and not going out. I kept the crush to myself and turned it into a friendship. I didn't think about it at all until she moved away and they entered a long distance relationship. Then he made his move and after a night of talking we both confessed how we felt about each other. The affair started there and lasted a year. And every time she came back we pretended everything was fine and refrained from any contact whatsoever. Every time she left we both curious of our love remaining for each other found ourselves in each other's bed, making love and talking for hours and hours, so many sleepless nights. But the pain of seeing her and guilt of knowing that every time she felt her Boyfriend was more distant, was because of me was killing me. I never wanted him out of his relationship and I thought I am in control. I thought when I find someone for myself this will go away and this love will only make us closer and it will remain forever because we can never have each other.
He was becoming more distant and annoyed with her and falling more for me but deep down he knew that since he was with her for 5 years, his future was with her. She would complain to me and I had to help, I even had to talk to him to be nicer to her. To love her the way she deserves to be loved cause after all he can’t have me and she is the answer for him! Yes, I know this is very screwed up.
Finally the guilt pushed me so hard and the love got out of control, I couldn't stand the sight of other girls around him except for my best friend.
I knew our affair was an emotional one but I couldn’t help feeling worthless all the time. So I finally ended it despite his opposition. I told him I should not be the one closest to him and that I hope my heart is safe with him. I decided to stop our contacts and private encounters even for coffee or a drive! I am giving him back to her where he belongs and I feel like a wreck. I can’t stop blaming myself for what happened. But I truly love him and his happiness and her happiness matters the most to me. It was a love triangle and I assure you that it was like hell. I am suffering from losing the person I love the most, the guilt is still on and I feel worthless. It’s like I have lost everything in me... my morality my sincerity, my hope and my heart at the same time.
So I advise any of you who feels this was about someone to let it go, to not think about it, the guilt will make every day of it like torture, and self-esteem will decay below zero. |
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I am in love with my best friend |
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Monday, 20 October 2008 |
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I am in love with my best friend. I have fantasies about being with you. You’re holding me in your arms and I lay my head on your chest. We kiss all night. Sound lovely, doesn't it? Even if you chose another over me, like you already did. I really love you. No matter how many times I say I don't, I really do. I won’t stop! Even if you never love me! |
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I am in love with an older woman at work |
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Thursday, 18 September 2008 |
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I think I'm in love with a woman at work. It seems like I can't stop thinking about her,even when I'm with my girlfriend, who I also care for deeply. My co-worker is married, and older than me by 10 years. I know she's really not comfortable with age differences and says she loves her husband all the time. I've never actually told her how much I care for her, but she knows. I'm afraid to be near her, but can't stay away. This isn't fair to my girlfriend who I've been with for years. When she asks me what I'm constantly thinking about, do I say - another woman? The guilt is eating me alive! |
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