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Wednesday, 28 February 2007 |
I knowingly married a woman without telling her how much into drugs I still was. I even knew that I had hepatitis-c. I'd been told that it could only be transmitted by blood but I still kept it a secret. I really wanted to not use, and be a good person, but I'd keep on using, and be sneaky about it, lying all the time.
The relationship is in shambles and I'm kind of hating myself. I'll pick up and try again. Maybe, I can start to live an honest life. The pain, guilt, doubt and stress that are the result of lying are unbelievable.
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