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Problem with drugs and alcohol |
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Monday, 29 December 2008 |
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...completely and totally addicted to drugs and alcohol.... I am deceptive with family and friends.. I've stolen from my family ever since I was young... I'm intelligent enough to know whats going on is wrong just to foolish to do anything about it. I'm really tired of switching friends every three yrs because I do something completely wrong to them or they see me being an ass and I'm to ashamed to talk to them again. Guilt is starting to play a bigger part in my life everyday now. It sucks. I'm mid thirties and have no better idea what to do with my life than a teenager. Only bright spot is I have a g/f who is willing to stick this out with me. Hopefully, I won't screw it up like the rest of everything else I seem to.
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