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Sleeping with my friend's wife

Wednesday, 28 May 2008

I am having lesbian sex with my good friend/coworker's wife. Secretly I hope she leaves him after a few years of us seeing each other. I feel dishonorable and guilty every time I am around him. I take a small bit of relief because she persuaded me and initiated the contact. I know that if our relationship progresses she probably won't ever have the courage to leave him and if he ever found out it would cause me problems at work. But I secretly would trade my friendship with him to have a relationship with her. But I feel excited by the secrecy and getting away with our secret encounters.

I have been having a secret relationship

Tuesday, 22 April 2008

I am a 25 year old female who has been having a secret relationship with one of my closest friends who just happens to also be a girl. We are so completly compatible the only problem is that she has a live in girlfriend. This girlfriend has no education, no job and therefore is content playing happy homemaker. I on the other hand am very independent, driven and dedicated to my career as an EMT. I live with guilt everyday because there are children involved. My lover has an eight month old son and has also adopted her little brother who is five years old. These children or cared for primarily by this other girl. As for me I don't have any kids of my own yet, but I am raising my brother's two daughters while he is in prison. I am very torn by the love and emotional connection that her and I have developed over the past 3 years and the moral dilemma that I am faced with. The overwhelming feeling of being second best is starting to become more than I can handle. For some reason I can't let go.

I am in love with my wife's best friend

Saturday, 05 April 2008
I have fallen in love with my wife's best friend. I can't stop thinking about her. I spend the entire day thinking about what it would be like to be with her, to have sex with her, to spend all of my time with her. This is driving me crazy. I love my wife, but it feels more like a friendship. I am fearful that my feelings are going to come out somehow and everyone's life will be ruined.

Can't help how I feel

Thursday, 27 March 2008
I am in love with my husband's best friend - and I think he knows it.

I want to have an affair with my coworker

Tuesday, 11 March 2008

I'm sexually attracted to my co-worker. He is single, funny, and just plain sexy. He is also attracted to me, but because I'm married he stays away. He's scared of my husband, he says. The problem is that I can't stop trying to make things more than they are. I can't stop thinking about how much I want to have sex with him, about how good it would feel for us to lie naked together.

I'm an intelligent woman, yet I feel like I'm bordering on stalking behavior. How do I drop this? It's not like my husband is not good in bed, not like I don't value our relationship. We've been together for 14 years and I've never cheated. My co-worker is doing all the right things - like not encouraging me. Unfortunately, the challenge itself is encouraging me. How can I stop?

I am in love with one of my students

Thursday, 06 March 2008

I’ve fallen head over heels for the graduate student who taught a class I finished recently. I’m in a steady relationship, and things are (mostly) fine, but I would take any opportunity to talk to the graduate student. I made a point to look nice for his class. I even know where he lives and his phone number, thanks to the college directory. Now, while he is older than me, not by much (3 years) - I had a one year relationship with a larger age gap). I don’t find many men attractive, but my boyfriend was one of those few, and the graduate student reminds me of him in many ways. He is 27, very intelligent and an absolute pleasure to converse with, while my boyfriend, while very articulate, is a young man of simple, harmless pleasures (think video games and beer). Nothing happened, and nothing will, but I thought about it quite a bit (and still wonder if I’ll see him around next semester)....

I had an affair with one of my students

Tuesday, 19 February 2008

I have been married twenty-eight years, have two sons that are grown. I live a life in the public arena and the career(s) I have chosen are respectable, morally and ethically bound. I had an affair with one of my college students. She is married she is sweet and beautiful. I don't want to leave my wife and destroy my family and all we have work for, but I need her in my life. I care for her deeply. I don't think I love her. I am afraid to fall in love with her. I tried to walk away, but I need her. We haven't been together sexually in almost a year. I need her close to me even if its talking in emails.

Hurt and confused by my ex

Monday, 10 December 2007

I still love my ex. We were involved for a year and half. We had a deep emotional tie without sex, which was completely her choosing. Then she ended our relationship with no explanation. She wouldn’t let me call her or talk to her. I never knew why. I felt thrown away like garbage. Nine years passed. I am now married to a wonderful wife. I just recently found out I am dying from renal failure. The need to mend my past comes back. I track down my ex only to discover that she is into BDSM (sex and bondage and fetishes). My world is completely shattered. The woman I secretly loved all these years is not who I thought she was. It should not matter, but it hurts so deeply. Why do I still care? I try to concentrate on the time I have left with my family, but I can only think about her and why things turned out the way they did.

I am in love with my friend

Sunday, 02 December 2007

I'm in love with my best friend. I love him with all my heart and told me he was in love with me. The problem is he is married to a wonderful woman whom I also call my friend. Every time I see him it brightens my day. Looking in his eyes is the best feeling in the world. I have never loved anyone like I love him. I don't know what to do. We said we would never speak of it again but every time I see him I want his arms wrapped around me. We have never done anything because he is married. I don’t want to be without him in my life but I can't keep pretending that I don't love him. It hurts so bad to see them together. I really do love both of them and this hurts so bad. I don't know what to do anymore. Do I just stay in their life because they are a very big part of mine or do I let go of our friendships. If I continue like this I hurt if I let him go all together I hurt. I just want it to stop. I can't even be with no one else because he is all I think about and it is not fair to the person I would be seeing.

I had an affair which I had to keep secret

Tuesday, 20 November 2007

For the past 21 years I have had a romantic love affair with my brother in law. I've had 4 kids during this time, many are probably my husband's brother's kids. I don't know for sure. I do know that we loved each other very much. Recently, he started dating someone else and I could not bear the pain of it. My husband suspected our relationship but he had no valid evidence. Now I do not know what to do. I really love this man, but he no longer wants to be with me. I have never felt this low before and I have no where to turn.