I'm secretly using drugs.
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Wednesday, 28 February 2007 |
I knowingly married a woman without telling her how much into drugs I still was. I even knew that I had hepatitis-c. I'd been told that it could only be transmitted by blood but I still kept it a secret. I really wanted to not use, and be a good person, but I'd keep on using, and be sneaky about it, lying all the time.
The relationship is in shambles and I'm kind of hating myself. I'll pick up and try again. Maybe, I can start to live an honest life. The pain, guilt, doubt and stress that are the result of lying are unbelievable. |
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I am Addicted to Methadone |
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Wednesday, 28 June 2006 |
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I’ve been on the methadone program on and off for a few times. I’m 25 now and I don't know what to do with my life right now. When I was younger I didn't really understand why people committed suicide. And now I understand why. In the past I was thinking of killing myself because I was withdrawing from methadone but I think again that there's more to life than getting high. Or there’s more to it than trying to escape from reality or escape from being stressed out and family problems. I know now that using narcotics won't solve any problems but make it actually makes it worse physically, mentally and also emotionally. I hope that other drug addicts will one day see the reality and the side effects of long term drug use and teach their friends or children about it... |
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Monday, 06 March 2006 |
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When I go out without my partner, I engage in using drugs with my friends which he had previously insisted I not do. |
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Sunday, 19 February 2006 |
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Sometimes I can't stop myself from eating to the point where it is kinda gross. I have no idea why some days once I start eating I can't stop. Even if I don't care for what I am eating. I look fit, healthy, and trim. Nobody would ever guess I stuff myself to such a point on some days. Sometimes I eat an entire box of my roommate's cookies and run to the store to buy a new one so she doesn't notice. |
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Thursday, 20 October 2005 |
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I've been on meth for months and am ashamed that I'm addicted to a drug. I don't tell anyone but I'm sure they know. I don't know how I'm going to quit. I just know I have to. |
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Thursday, 20 October 2005 |
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I am embarrassed. I was married for 15 years and hid my addiction to prescription drugs from my spouse the whole time. We are now divorced due to his habitual cheating, but I feel that I was no better with the secret I kept, and still keep. |
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